So, I know I have been sad lately, but I got a little pick me up the other night when I read a friends blog, I can even call her family, for now. (she said I could forever, but she might get tired of me and change her mind, we will see).
I was reminded of all those wonderful things we know but somehow don't feel when we are heartbroken. I know my Heavenly Father loves me and He wants me to be happy. I know that He wants me to have a forever family even more than I do. He knows what's in store for me and what I need. And He will always keep His promises. He promised me that if I keep my covenants I will have an eternal family and I will have all of the blessings that come with that. I want that so badly in this life and that is what I have been fighting for all these years. But it is such a comfort to know that no matter what happens here I will have that in the end. It is called the plan of happiness so that has to be true.
My heart was comforted when I needed it so much and I have been able to go back to that feeling all week and be comforted again. I have faith in my Savior and that is exactly what I am going to let Him be, My Savior. He will bless me in the ways He knows I need. Even though my heart doesn't always understand. He is still in the demolition stage of my castle.
Thank you special friend for coming to visit me, you made me feel loved.
