Me and Hazel...we go way back. Smile.
I thought she was a 10lb-er.
She was only 6.1 lbs 19in.
This pregnancy was so so painful physically.
And my marriage had been shattered.
So emotionally it was equally as painful.
I remember the comfort I felt, the companionship of having her little spirit with me all the time.
If you know me you would know that I feel this peace and happiness deep in my heart when I was pregnant or with a new baby. Despite the physical trials it brought. And believe me it brought quite a bit with each one. But I loved it.
I could feel their spirit so strongly, they were a part of me, and they were safe.
My sweet baby.
She was so small and stayed tiny for so long.
How do you let this go and move on?
Babies are a little piece of Heaven.
(i showed hazel this picture of her and she said
"hmmm i am thinking i wonder if anyone is going to eat me"
Seriously...doesn't this make you want to cry?
It made Hazel cry haha ALL the time.
But still.
