Dear Children, emotions have been a little crazy around here with you, someone always seems to be having a breakdown. I understand how you feel. Dear Routine, I guess we meet again, back to school, dance, piano,scouts, activity days, homework and now basketball. I think we are over scheduled. Dear Home, I know there has to be a home waiting for us out there somewhere at an affordable price where we can be our own family again. Driving by our old house was a huge mistake it caused tears in all of my children especially Avary who bawled for at least 30min because she just wants to go home. Dear Hailey, you cut off about 10 inches of hair and look super cute. We'll see what happens when it air dries so we can see what we are dealing with now. Your long hair dried into pretty curly waves. At least we will save on shampoo and conditioner. I hope you are having an awesome time on your field trip today. Dear Awkward, going down to the high school to get my transcripts so hopefully I won't have to take chemistry again only to have them tell me that was so long ago that my records are in the archives in the shed at the back of the school and they will call me when they find them. No Joke. Dear Conference Talks, I love reading you. You can bring so much comfort and important reminders. Dear Self, you can't really put a level on sadness as soon as I think I can't be any more sad a new level appears. I have had way to much loss in the last year. It's hard being alone. It's hard to wait for answers and have your whole life at a crossroads. The Lord really want's me to understand patience.
Friday, January 13, 2012
Friday Letters
Dear Children, emotions have been a little crazy around here with you, someone always seems to be having a breakdown. I understand how you feel. Dear Routine, I guess we meet again, back to school, dance, piano,scouts, activity days, homework and now basketball. I think we are over scheduled. Dear Home, I know there has to be a home waiting for us out there somewhere at an affordable price where we can be our own family again. Driving by our old house was a huge mistake it caused tears in all of my children especially Avary who bawled for at least 30min because she just wants to go home. Dear Hailey, you cut off about 10 inches of hair and look super cute. We'll see what happens when it air dries so we can see what we are dealing with now. Your long hair dried into pretty curly waves. At least we will save on shampoo and conditioner. I hope you are having an awesome time on your field trip today. Dear Awkward, going down to the high school to get my transcripts so hopefully I won't have to take chemistry again only to have them tell me that was so long ago that my records are in the archives in the shed at the back of the school and they will call me when they find them. No Joke. Dear Conference Talks, I love reading you. You can bring so much comfort and important reminders. Dear Self, you can't really put a level on sadness as soon as I think I can't be any more sad a new level appears. I have had way to much loss in the last year. It's hard being alone. It's hard to wait for answers and have your whole life at a crossroads. The Lord really want's me to understand patience.