this is what I am thinking about when I am dying of heat exhaustion, i miss this.
Dear Children, do you really need to wake up at 6am every day? I think it makes you cranky by early afternoon. Dear Az. Heat, you make everyone cranky. I really have had enough of this heat. I can't wait for the cooler days to come, maybe by Christmas. Dear Barrows, oh how I've missed you. Dear 3yr Old, you are officially a monkey that is attached to me. I should put you in sports because you are quick and sly and I can never get past you. Dear Orchestra, I was relieved when we decided to let you go. Especially since there were only two times Hailey practiced and no times without complaining the whole time. The down side, she could have been really good at it if she wanted to. Dear Sleep, I need you. Why won't my brain turn off until 3 or 4 in the morning. I envy those who can close their eyes and be out in minutes. Dear Briana, you have now made your way into 3 of my dreams lately. I noticed you have made your way into others dreams also. Maybe because your birthday is coming up. And my little Avary was talking about you this week. I think of you all the time and wish you were still living on this earth. Dear Music, you can always go straight to my heart. It's amazing how music can express exactly what you feel sometimes. Dear Sis, thanks for helping me and watching one or more of my children at random times for all the weird appointments we've had. Dear Teen Mom, I think every teenager should be made to watch you. Having kids is no walk in the park. Dear Camera, I miss you. Life is not the same using a phone camera. It's ok in sunlight, but not so great any other time. Dear Self, I have such a long road ahead of me, it's hard not to be depressed and overwhelmed. I am having faith that someday I won't wake up with heartache.
