I trimmed the girls bangs tonight.
Both of them have one side that curls up a little more and it always looks crooked. It turned out very short and wig-ish. Ha
It annoys me. And I stared at them all night.
Hailey said she wanted hers thick and straight. Well, she got it. Except the straight part.
I prefer them both without bangs.
This morning I woke up with a headache. It chased me all day long.
I feel so emotionally drained and so tired. There are days that I feel so incapable. I barely make it through the day with out crying and some days I end up crying. I feel ok about crying now. In private of course. I figure I deserve it since I didn't cry for so many years. Anyone who has kids and been husband-less, for whatever reason, can understand these feelings I think.
I got quite a few things done, but the kids bed time couldn't have been soon enough.
Some times during scriptures and prayers there is at least one child who is crazy. Tonight it was the little girls.
Hazel was jumping all over the place, she scratched my nose and head butted me. Avary got hit in the face and smashed her back on the corner of the wall.
I am praying they go right to sleep so I can go look at their sweet faces and they will look innocent and...well, less crazy.
So now, cranking up the new Taylor Swift Speak Now cd (one of Hailey's b-day gifts), making Kaden's star student poster, doing dishes and ten other things before I can go to bed and have another sleepless night.
Lets pretend like tomorrow I will feel better.
