Sunday, February 23, 2014

Year One




Dear Mr. Clark, My Mr. Clark. 
Oh, the year we have had. Ha it really is ridiculous the crazy things we have had to go through, that all we can really do it laugh about it. 
Some times cry about it, but laugh later. 
I believe we have learned so much about life. Although we have a long life ahead to learn the never ending list of things we don't know yet. What I do know is that I want to be with you forever. What I do know is that our relationship is stronger for it because we are still by each others side. We are so imperfect right along with every one else. 
But I do know that the Lord blessed me with you. 
You are a blessing in my life and in my children's life. And I never thought I would ever trust anyone with my children. They love you so much. They are so excited when they hear you come home, they ask all day when you will be home. So you must be doing something right. 
We haven't had a typical newlywed year. But I have grown to love you more than I thought I could. Not just because of the good times, the great times, or the very best memories. But because of the hard times, the trials, the times that push and pull and hurt. The times that require sacrifice and selflessness. We aren't perfect at this, but that is what this life is for. You always get up and dust yourself off and try again. 
I want you to know that I believe is US. I believe in you. I have faith in you. Our children are destined for great things, and we have a job to do. I don't want to do it with anyone else. Ever. 
Our first year of forever.
So don't screw it up. Smile.

Just a few of the things that come to mind in this first year.

A truly magical wedding
Me moving-again
Two baptisms
Dealing with a loved one and mental illness
Dealing with loved ones and extra special needs
A company change
Seven kids activities, concerts, interests, mile stones all ages between 13-6
Tears
Sadness
Frustration
Disappointment
Haven't had a fight yet
Doctors
And more Doctors
Two surgeries
Illness
Service
Sacrifice
Faith, lots of faith
Prayer
Fasting
Lots of traveling, not the fun kind
Lots of laughter
Laughter till you cry
So much entertainment
Nine Happy Birthdays
Surprises
Loud dinners
Happy kids
Fun
Hugs
Kisses
Getting chubby
Lots and Lots of talking
Singing
Happiness
Love

Really just a few.

I Love You William.