Dear Children, you have been so great considering all the craziness of the last couple months. I may have had more meltdowns than you. Dear Hailey, you decided to be a part of the play at EAC. You walked there after school every day and walked home. I am proud of your dedication when you make up your mind about something. I can't wait to see you in the play tonight. Also you did something that is very hard for every person and you did it sincerely. I believe it has made you stronger. I am proud of you. Dear Recovery, really! I am just so tired. Most things that can go wrong have. You know when they say you have about 1% chance? Yeah that's me, I'm that lucky one %. Lets just say so many surgeries/procedures in two months with so many problems has been too much for me. They had to be done and I wanted them all at the same time so I could just move on. I am so ready to move on. I want to go outside again and walk in the cool air before it's gone! Dear K, thank you so much for watching my kids. We love you! Dear One Year Anniversary, I dragged myself out of bed for an hour and Will took me to dinner. It was so nice to go somewhere with him. Then he gave me a lovely thoughtful gift. And I gave him....a card. He made it a good day. Dear Will, once again you have been so kind and attentive in taking care of me. I can't wait to be better so that I can repay you for all that you do for me. I love you so much. Dear Self, I've had to cry quite a bit this week. Things seem better then worse then better then worse. I'm trying to stay positive but I've surely had my moments of complaining. Poor Will. We still find a way to laugh through it all, but I could do a little better at not getting so discouraged. My goal for the next week. Hopefully this next surgery will be the last. Please pray that it is the last and that there are no surprises.
