Friday, August 3, 2012
Friday Letters
Dear Children, you are so confused and don't know what to feel. One minute you are ok and curious and the next in tears. I am so sorry, I would do anything to protect your hearts. It broke mine when you asked me why daddy doesn't love me anymore. Dear Shack, I spend every waking moment trying to fix you up and make you a home, it is exhausting and not very rewarding yet. Dear Post Office, you don't deliver to my house. Is it because it really isn't a house? Well, now I have a P.O. Box so if you would like my new info message me. I know everyone is dying to send me something in the mail. Dear Scorpions, we don't have any room for you. Sorry we had to kill a momma and her 20 babies!!!! in my girls room!!! Dear Sleep, you are not the same since I found a spider crawling on my arm in my bed. Dear Rejected, yes me. When everyone else gets a personal phone call and a post on face book. After being lied to I find out that the man I was married to less than three months ago is engaged to be married by getting a text. Pretty much a stab to the heart right there. And that is all you will ever hear about that. Dear Week, you suck and were one of the worst in history. Dear Mom, I hope you had a great birthday. I love you. Dear Phone, you decided to just turn off and stop working, it was very inconvenient. It randomly turned back on a day later, so it works again...for now.Dear Heaven Sent, after the worst day of my life my sis and her kids showing up on my doorstep, driving three hours so I wouldn't have to be alone. I Love You Forever! Dear Grateful, I am so grateful for those who still love me and care about our heartache, you mean so much to me right now. Thank You. We are very blessed in many ways. Dear Heartache, you come crashing down on me and take my breath away. It's unbearable when I see the same look on my children's faces. Dear Self, right now I wish I could just drop out of life. Somehow there is no way to prepare your self for the emotions that come along with it and it can knock you off your feet. Right now I'm knocked down, but I know I have to get back up.