Someone got into the camera. I wonder who?
This last week has been a hard one.
Most of the week I was being attacked by a kidney stone.
Which means no patience and feeling like I am going to lose it at any moment, only I never do because what's the point the pain will be the same.
It also means feeling guilty for not being the mom I want to be and the kids crying because we haven't left the house or swam in days. Them getting in trouble for trashing the house and making messes with food because I have not been with it.
I am sad to send my kids back to school, I like having them at home with me.
But Yes. I am tired of the fighting, whining and boredom that comes at the end of summer vacation.
The other day I was soo sad longing for a baby, don't even ask what is wrong with me. So, to cure myself I took all of the kids to the store with me. It worked. For a couple of days. Especially the ones with the kidney stone.
Hazel said she is going to give all her binkys to the baby, I said What baby? She said The one up there I am going to go find him.
UUUUHHHHH???????
I said she can't go anywhere and we will borrow someone else's baby.
Every day she asks if it is her birthday. My baby is almost 3.
