It is so disappointing, well that's not really the right word, when you put your heart and soul into something and it fails. Even if it has nothing to do with your efforts you still feel like a failure.
You can't make someone else's heart feel the same thing yours does. And it seems that everyone has different priorities. And some people's priorities shift daily.
Mine don't.
Sometimes it feels impossible to connect with someone who changes with the wind.
At this point it is hard not to build a brick wall with a moat and a mine field around my heart.
