Saturday, May 3, 2014

Friday Letters

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Dear Children, this week has flown by. It seems the closer we get to the end of the school year the faster the time goes. Dear Mesa, I spent the day in Mesa and just had to have a ginormous headache the whole time. I did enjoy having lunch with my Ma and sisters and nieces. I hate headaches. Dear Headaches, I have spent too much time with you this week. And getting another ginormous headache during our girls night while the boys are away made me so mad. I am pretty sure stress is the culprit. Dear Life, you know sometimes I feel like I am drowning and the weight of trials are just to heavy. You make it through one big thing just so you can start the next big hurdle. Give me a break. Dear Being Little, you run in the house after school drop your backpacks and run outside to play with the neighbor kids. I'm glad you guys have so much fun together. Dear Toys, and the kids other junk. I took everything out of the kids room and dumped it in the living room so I could organize and downsize. It has taken all week and is a much bigger job than I anticipated. It would be easier if we had a place to put things. Dear Friday, I just now realized it is in fact Friday. I have gone all day knowing but not really having it register. Dear Girls Night, Father Son camp out gives us girls some time. Sadly the headache ruined things for me. We got Chinese take out, had Dairy Queen and watched AFV and Dr. Who while making bracelets. Hazel found the entire thing to be boring and was very disappointed. Last year we did button crafts, ate out at La Casita, rode bikes and had a photo booth with fun props. This year I was very unprepared. Sad Face:( Dear Will, we had some good days this week and some eh days this week. Either way I love you as much as ever, Forever. Dear Self, sometimes I feel capable and strong and others I feel so incapable of of dealing with what is placed before me. Faith and more faith and pray for even more faith. That is all I can do.