So, I have decided to lose a little weight.
But, I don't diet.
But, none of my fat clothes fit anymore so that is a problem.
And I finally put a battery in my scale, right before I had a heart attack.
And I had one of those horrible moments when you catch a glimpse of your behind in the mirror and you do a double take and you think holy COW! When did that happen!
And none of my clothes fit. Did I mention that?
So, I would like to lose 20 lbs. That is how much I have gained since I moved to this house. Yes, after I had Hazel.
Now I am not too hard on myself about it, after all, the last 2yrs at least have been hell. I am constantly having kidney stones, which by the way you can not move without pain when they move.
And I have what I like to call a monster shoulder. I went in for a surgery and when I came home my shoulder was swollen and causing pain and the most intense headaches. I tried everything to fix it, even had an mri. All they said is yes a certain part of your trap muscle is swollen and we don't know why. The more I use it the worse it is, the more stressed I get the worse it is. If I hold Hazel too long or carry a bag that is too heavy, even yoga makes it swell. It really is ridiculous. It has been over a year now. It is very inconvenient and I can't do a lot of the things that I enjoy. Especially when there is no one there to help with the kids if I get a huge headache. So, when I have tried to exercise I don't get very far.
If anyone might have a suggestion on how this might be remedied I am all ears, or more appropriately all shoulder. It is well known around the family that Camille has a monster shoulder. Don't touch it, don't try to rub it just pray that it will go away.
Back to the subject of me getting fatter. I am going to change that.
