Again.
My body was is pain and driving me crazy. And my heart is broken, which is so much worse than everything else.
By 3:30 I got into my jammies and slippers. Gave the kids a handful of snacks so they could drop crumbs everywhere and went and layed on my bed and decided I was giving up for the day.
It took about 4 minutes for Hazel to realize that her slave was missing. And about 5 minutes before Kade was in the bath(he lives for a good bath). I stayed there for as long as I could wishing I had backup for times like these. But there is no backup and that just made me even more sad. I could either sit there and cry and scare all of my kids or get up and move on. This is what I found.
Two little pieces of sunshine.
They gave me hugs and smiles and little giggles.
I made them homemade pizza and let them have rootbeer.
And I watched these two little squirrels run around the backyard playing together. They warmed my sad little heart.