Thursday, February 4, 2010

Today

Today was one of those days.
Again.
My body was is pain and driving me crazy. And my heart is broken, which is so much worse than everything else.
By 3:30 I got into my jammies and slippers. Gave the kids a handful of snacks so they could drop crumbs everywhere and went and layed on my bed and decided I was giving up for the day.
It took about 4 minutes for Hazel to realize that her slave was missing. And about 5 minutes before Kade was in the bath(he lives for a good bath). I stayed there for as long as I could wishing I had backup for times like these. But there is no backup and that just made me even more sad. I could either sit there and cry and scare all of my kids or get up and move on. This is what I found.

Two little pieces of sunshine.
They gave me hugs and smiles and little giggles.


I made them homemade pizza and let them have rootbeer.


And I watched these two little squirrels run around the backyard playing together. They warmed my sad little heart.