So, years ago my brother gave me a cd with a bunch of churchy songs that make me cry on it. Music goes straight to my heart. I can tear up on the first note. I heard this song today. This song I have been listening to for years because it is just how I feel so often. I was searching for so long to feel my Father in Heaven's love for me and sometimes it felt so far away and so lonely and other times it is like I can almost hear him. In all my worries and falling short I know He is the only way to ever feel peace. Because He IS always there. I'm lame and don't even know who sings it.
How do I walk through the darkness
Trust that I'll find your hand
Where do I look for the answers
So that somehow I will understand
When my heart aches
When my soul yearns
When the road seems far too long
How will I learn what you teach me
When I don't even know how I'll go on
There are times that I can almost hear you
And it feels like you are right by my side
I need you there
To know you're there
When it feels like I am falling
When I've given the best I have
When the sea of my life is raging
Only you Lord can calm the waves
And help me know
How will I know
I need to know you're there
