Thursday, July 29, 2010

The Kadenator turns 7

So, my baby boy is 7.

I love this boy.

He makes me laugh every day. He is ALL boy. I mean all rough and tumble, imagination, guns, swords, light sabers, balls, binoculars, bugs, guys, forts, screeching, terrorizing, teasing, bouncing off the walls boy.



He wanted a fish party. So I made his cake.


I was feeling bad because I waited till the last minute and I could of had so much fun planning a party with fish. But we invited all the family and had a swim party. They swam and ate hot dogs and cake and ice cream.

The kid got spoiled with gifts and he loved every one. That night he told me it was the best birthday ever. And then he tried to sneak his remote control trianchula down the hall to scare me, but luckily I heard it coming. Someone smart realized that a remote control spider is bad enough and it should not be soundless.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Dear Life,

Sometimes you are really awful and very stressful. You seem to like to sneek up on me and then dump a big bucket of trials on my shoulders, and you know about my monster shoulder. You don't usually send me one, you send them in bulk.

I am going to assume it's because you think I am so awesome and strong that I won't even feel that thousand pounds you added.

And you know what, sometimes I don't. Sometimes it feels like a feather. Like when the Mr. is being nice and spends time with us even when the kids are whining. Or when I am laughing with my mom and sisters. Because we can laugh at things that really suck. Or because I hear a song and it reminds me that I must not be the only one who feels this way because someone else wrote about it.

But I think what has kept me afloat is this.


I can feel like you are going to take me out.

Then I go and study my scriptures and pray to my Father in Heaven and then my heart feels peace. The scriptures have been heaven sent, literally. They give me guidance and remind me of my purpose. They are true and they bring me comfort. And I know I will be given strength and the Lord is trying to make me awesome because He sent YOU my way.

So...life

right now you really suck, but you can bring it on because you can't take me out.

Well, at least not today.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

The Ranch

We walked a lot at the ranch.
And we wore the kids out.


We walked to the silo and let the kids that wanted to climb to the top, then on to the pond that was dried up to half the size. In the wet muddy hoof prints around it there were a ton of little purple butterflies. Or maybe they were moths, but they were pretty so we will say butterflies. And a bunch of dragonflies.


We spotted the horses so we let the kids pet them for awhile.

Then we walked across the wire bridge over the wash and up to the cable and the rope swing, where all the kids took a swing. It was then that I realized I forgot my camera when I washed my hands, I hate it when that happens.

Then hiked up to the tree fort where you can see a beautiful view of the ranch, you will have to imagine it. But it is beautiful.

The kids spent a huge amount of time down at the wash catching tadpoles and little frogs and getting wet and muddy. Following the big fluffy white dog Tuff around. Avary was obsessed with the dog, to say the least.

We walked to the park area and to check out where my parents are going to build a new cabin and to check on all of the little trees that were planted a couple of years ago after the fire. Then we rode four wheelers up and around the property while the kids got to take rides.

The men worked and fixed some things, like the water heater, after my cold shower.

We had a nice weenie roast and roasted marshmallows and drank hot chocolate around the fire.


After a couple of days at the ranch we stopped by the lake on the way home and let the kids swim. The water was cold, but it was so beautiful and peaceful there. Even though I have always found it kind of creepy swimming in lakes where you can't see the bottom.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

4th of July




Who brings a snake to the fireworks? This guy I guess.


I had a big headache and was nauseous the whole night, but it was still fun.

During the fireworks Hazel thought it was the perfect time to wander around and get into everything. I believe she thinks that was the purpose of fireworks, to distract the adults.

Next up A Day At The Ranch!

Friday, July 9, 2010

Just a small breakdown

Today I was in the car with Ric and the kids minding my own business eating a taco and This song came on the radio and I just started bawling like a baby. Right there in public. I don't cry in front of people. It took me two songs later to get myself together. If I even think about it I cry again.

It has been a strange week. A week of too many feelings and emotions. I love this song it just says it perfectly.